|* 3rd April' 06*|

I just dunno wat to do or say anymore. I hurting so much that iIreally can't help but think badly. I dun 1 to be hurt by being betrayed or backstabbed. I won't be able to take it. Rite now, thinking of running across the road like nobody's business is 1 of the thoughts I have. or maybe jumping down the overhead bridge also can. I noe I really got a problem la..but I've nvr done anything to hurt myself before.

I'm still here coz my time is just not up yet, probably not anytime soon. I can't take it away, coz it's wrong and will only disrespect to the One who create and give lives to human beings. That's why U still see me around.

I know breaking down is not the answer, but I just can't help it. During a bus ride also can make me want to drop a tear, that's serious already.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm even being cared for or thought of. What am I on Earth For??? Why not just let me complete what I have to do and take me back??? Instead of suffering like this and making troubles for people, making them unhappy.